Tuesday, March 14, 2006

If it is written, then it is true...

"If It Is Written, Then It Is True..."

It's what Matthew Broderick said in a movie after somebody read hiS journal without his consent. And i write because i find it odd that it is somewhat true. True because people give a big deal about something that is written, thinking that one wouldn't go through such trouble writing something that isn't true.

Now why is it so? Why is it that people believe one's IDEAS once written are true. So is it really true? Like if i say you are dumb, would that mean you really are dumb? One is always entitled to ones thoughts and these thoughts REALITY varies from one individual to another individual. Others would agree to what you're saying or noticed while others just didn't see what you saw. There is a reason why ideas are not called FACTS because not all of em are TRUE or ACCEPTABLE.

Misunderstanding, miscommunication, has always been the reason of war. But how bout being JUDGMENTAL when one hasn't heard one's reason, one's side, and all the side of the story(?), doesn't that count too? Why do people always judge even before they get to know what's behind a certain thing? Why do they have to be inconsiderate with other people? Why can't they be a lil nice and make living on this world less painful, less difficult? Does seeing people in pain, in anguish, bring Joy and Happiness?

Argh i dont know. All i know is that Im not being one or if I am being one and was one, i wanna say "SORRY" for them whose life i've made complicated...

And as for me, well, there are certain things that i write which are true and there are some which aren't. Maybe because of humor and of i dont know, wanting to spice some things up. People would really tend to think low of you esp if you post or say stuff (forums) which are bout SEX and all related things to it.

But why can people not put in mind that saying is very DIFFERENT from doing. Saying stuff doesnt always mean people do or DID what they say. I mean whatever would be the use of "ONE MUST PRACTICE WHAT THEY PREACH" if people really are doing those that they say they will do?

Argh Lameness, narrow, shallow, dense, whatever...
They just torment me so much...
CRAP!

Monday, March 13, 2006

SUPERFICIAL

would you choose to be Beauty
or be contented as the Beast?

Beauty has evrybody's eyes on her
and Beast has them too but, scorns
Beast of course, feels insecure and inferior
Beast has no ego, not a pride
not even a face to hold up high.

Beauty of course has this, FACE
which everybody adores and sometimes praise
And yet she is aloof, and is but alone
despises people who're after what's superficial
believed beauty should come from inside
but she's sad, seems this very beauty hides...

And time, fate, does crossed their paths
talking bout opposites, attract...
What separates them, only but eyes can see
a feeling but binds them
a feeling not everybody sees...

and yet something came
and it seems to break them apart
standards and culture dictates
does that mean they have to, say, separate?

Beast's ego was touched
and it was but Beauty's fault
she touched his pride
though she only meant
to open his mind wide.

a broken self esteem, he says..
you don't have to say what beast knows
you like slapped his face
a friend queen says

how LAME Beauty thought
why doesn't these people get what i see
superficial might matter to them
but, it never ever matters to me

for when one has a face, you can never see
the real motive a person, has for thee
for beauty has been used
she's been really hurt and torned apart
beauty vowed not to trust again
beauty cried and held on to her heart

Beauty loves Beast
but Beast's ego prevented him to see
the real love she has for him,
and the beauty he had inside
which only Beauty can see...

made: November 10, 2005 1606
argh... haha yep, the poet in me comes out if im low, or high or whatever...
and i made this for someone i was once with, someone whom i loved but kinda kidded around thinking that his godly ego would like come down from where it was only to uncover that he hasn't any and that i was making his pain his whatever plummet way down...
i mean i was hurt too, because i thought he has accepted his self as what it is. It really isnt that NICE a site but how lame to just base love and everything as to what's superficial? I mean i was like did you just come to me bcoz of what you see outside? Wasn't my love, my presence enough, doesn't it make up for those he lacks?
how can one ever love somebody else if he doesn't love his own?
i dont know but I am sorry for what i did and i hope that someday he'll realize that there's something in him that i saw. I hope he sees that too...