this is me... i mean WAS me

Yep..dat was wat i am. Was coz am way more dfrent now.

Im rly rly openminded now. D experiences iv had really changed my views & d way I face life now. Im now an openminded realist. D way pepol think of me dosnt matter anymor. Im just livng my life. Iv MADE mistakes & i LEARNED from it. Iv met & been with pepol & dey'v made me who i am today.

Iv had my share of MEN & THE FUN. I played THE GAME but found out it wasn't for me. It was just a waste of time. There's more to life than love, sex, & pain but i've yet to know what it is.

Many tyms hv i askd God about wat He rly wants from me, y He made me suffer & feel such pain. But dn, im glad i realized dat i've been happy too.. Life is a gift, i just have to find a way to use dat gift well.

Well socially, i cod b friendly, bad, annoying, crazy, playful, etc. dpends on how u approach me n how i find u. I rly love to go wd d flow n tease sum1 but doesnt rly mean im n2 8.i just myt b bored.

In rltionshps, im rly serious bout love.im rly loyal, caring, undrstandng..(name 8, i did 8!) BUT, dpends wat d prson s 2 me coz i dnt rly opn meslf up n stuff f 8 aint worth it! Iv had my share of pain,i rly did.

Im tactless coz i dont lie. I rly dont unless rly rly needed.
F drs a prson ud lyk 2 make a deal wd, dat'd b me coz i always keep my promises.
I cod b unprdctable sumtms coz dr r days wn id lyk 2 test my mkt & n doing dat, i lost a bestfriend. i lost som1 ho codv made me rly happy. i cod b n denial sumtyms & iv lost quite too many QuALITY people coz of it. I just hope itl nvr happn agn. So 2 u rdng ds, gudluck wd judgng me. Like i care!

oh yeah... September 2005 hahaha