ex's, proses

i love you...
those three little words are like songs in my heart.
Over and over, i feel them, say them to myself..send them out to you.
And they never lose their effect, either.
For what they say is how i feel all the time.
Day after day, those three words never fail to remind me that the universe gave me the most rare and wondrous gift when it provided me with you.
i waited for you..just for you...before i gave my heart away.
There were those who came into my life and left as strangers.
There were those who came and stayed as friends.
But never could i give my heart completely. Because i was waiting for you.. Just for you..
And you were worth the wait..

>>>another prose written for me yet..."Sigh..."
Why is it that people could really pretend like this to just get what they want(?)
Be with another person even if no clear break-up was made, no talks, no nothing...
I wanted to believe he did loved me but seeing his actions makes me confused.
Reading his mails to other women doin the same tactic that made me be interested to him.
IM A FOOL to fall for his trap. But was it really just a trap?
Is he really a wolf in sheep's clothing?
I really want to believe he is good but then if i do so, id be hurt, wounded, stepped on, i just might BLOW UP...
I really am sad that the past just came to this but seems ive to accept things as they should be...
I really must bury these words in my mind, "IF IT IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, then, IT NEVER IS TRUE..."
I learned that the hard & painful way...

--entries from my mobile blog-- way back Nov. 2005